Tuesday, July 04, 2006

I know it is kinda an odd situation, with me being the "odd man out". I hope it is OK that I go to Henry's & April's wedding. I guess I just feel like I am related, but not really part of the family. Does that makes sense? I mean, I hope I don't show up and make anyone uncomfortable or anything, because of the weird situation with Dad remarrying and all. So, if anyone would rather not see my face in Newcastle, speak now or forever hold your peace! ;-)

I'd rather feel bad from home and not after driving to Newcastle and forking out hundreds of dollars for the hotel. So if anyone has any thoughts or feelings they want to share, now is the time.

I really want to see the wedding and meet everyone in the family, but I kinda feel like I am imposing myself into the situation sometimes. Maybe I am just PMSing and overthinking everything, but I can't help it. It really is a unique situation and I guess you could say, I am just testing out the waters.

If anyone feels like commenting, honesty would be appreciated. If someone would rather I not attend, that is cool. I mean, I will still keep blogging and stuff, I just need to know soon rather than later.

12 comments:

Joe & 'Berta said...

Jen, our vacation plans include seeing you! You are part of our family. See you soon!

Lesley said...

I can't wait to actually meet you! You have no idea how many times I've told my blog story on how I 'met' my Auntie Jen! Although it really was strange...

Anonymous said...

Joe Mac,,,
Well Jen, Like it or not "you are part of the family" I have never tought of you as anything but my younger sister. I think we all feel the same. You are my kids auntie and nothing can change that. I think it must be a PMS thing...It would be a shame to miss an opportunity for all of us to get together, So if Mohamad don't visit the mountain be ready for the mountain to visit Mohamad. I think this is fair warning...
Big Brother,,,(at 275 not the biggest)

Anonymous said...

Jen you are welcome to visit us anytime and we are sorry that we had been so busy and not visited you in Saint john, we will be down there soon now that our son Matthew is working for 911 down there. Please do not think that way, you are Pauls sister and always family and that is very important to us. Family has to stick together. love your sister-inlaw. Cheryl

Blog U Say!!! said...

Hey Jen,

It's like this, I invited both you and Paul to come to the wedding and I expect to see you there. If someone doesn't like it, then I guess they'll just have to suck it up. And Joe is right He is not the Biggest Brother- I guess now that I won the title of biggest I should start trying to lose a couple hundred pounds.

So you best be showin up and best be ready to Party!!!!!!!!!

Later

Henry

Betty said...

hey Jen:
you are more then welcome to come down this summer, looking forward to seeing you again.And after all you are a true MacAulay so there ya go, your stuck with us now...

Heather and Jeff (and baby Jonathan) said...

I think that you were thinking too m uch about it...family is family...you can never have too many...sounds kinda like M & M's dont it...hmmmm M & M's...I know that I cant wait to meet you and Paul this summer...and neither can Tic-Tac...

H

Hormonal Jenny said...

Ok guys...I guess it is just hormones. I gotta get outta here before I start crying!

Wow, OK, I guess I was WAY off the mark this time. Just ignore me...

Lesley said...

Oh my gawd!
I can't believe you got 8 comments! LOL! That must be a new record...

Jen said...

Yes Les, take a mental breakdown and people start a talkin'!

Brenda said...

WoW, are we sappy or what. Since I wont be there anyway, it make no difference to me. Maybe a trip to beautiful Ontario might be in oder. I got lots of room and I can alway pitch a tent out back. No hotel cost here.

Jen said...

So Brenda, you are not going for sure? Oh that sucks!

Next time I am flying for work, I will try to arrange it with a layover in Toronto and maybe we can finally meet.

Speaking of tents, we just came back from camping and with the way my back & shoulders feel, I doubt I will be in a tent anytime soon...lol. I am gettin old.